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al salam 3laikom...
u all know me by the name of " BOYA CUTA "
now ive changed it to " BOYA TA2BA"..


i never though this day will come believe me..
this is my story of tawba..


my best friend ( more like sister )past away..
<<
6/dec/2007 >>allah yr7mha o y`3md ro7ha el yana ( ameeeen ) its
been a week now..i ask god to give me and her family the power to move
on .. such a big loss in my life

we used to go to parties
..all night.. make up with girls...everythin .. we`d come back home at
4 or abt 6 am.. and god how our parents used to get so angry and we
wouldnt care and do the same thing everyday..

unbelievably..and i swear that till 2day i dont believe wht happened

the
day she died..was the day whn she phoned me and told me how short life
is .. and we`d never knw whn we`d die..and how great we`d feel if we
returned to the right path..and 4get all the nonsense we are doing in
our lives .. i laughed alot..and made fun of her..nd i even told her i
wont not in million years..but she continued that she wants to live
normally .. and tht she already deleted all her accounts in
facebook,hi5,my space n other websites.. and started praying .. (it was
the day her mom said she prayed all 5 prayers..)

i told her id
call her back .. i was goin to take my car to the garage..i never
thought it would be the last time id talk 2her..n hear her voice ='(

later
on that day her sis called me crying..i didnt understand anything coz
she couldnt talk in an understanable way...i called my friend she didnt
pick up ..
i rushed to their place to find her mom breaking down
.. and layin on the ground..cryin n saying " 7ashasht yofi raaa7t
..ra7t " i asked everyone who .. who .. they were all in a shock..no
one replied..

"her name"her bro said in a painful voice
then i found out that a car knocked her car down .. while she was getting out of her car

i fell .. and i couldnt cry .. i was shocked..i cried 3 days after her death..
didnt
sleep .. a week now.. i sleep a few hours and get up .. i c her
everywhere..still cant believe ive lost her..ina fraction of a
second..she was gone..

oh how allah is merciful..how allah is great..
she passed away..right on the day whn she asked allah 4 4givness..
i cant stop this pain in my heart and this shock..
but i am so relieved..
coz allah akrmha b7sn el 5atema..
allah y7sn 5atmtna ameen...

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